Guardian angels in the lunar space gardens

Greetings, man life has been one hectic soup lately! Suzanne and Lotta have been spending time with me here in Motueka for over a week now and we still haven't managed to leave the vortex known as Nelson bay!

Life at Allan's is intense, there isn't a second to spare for yourself in the day and everyone is craving attention - between all this we have seen some lovely crystal springs, and the stunning coastal beaches in the abel tasman park.

My decision for the year has been to not make a wish, I have unequivocal proof now that it works, and this makes me the more hesitant to use it for mere self-validation. I'd rather use it in times of dire need only.

The irony is, I've discovered that even the mere act of making a 'suggestion' seems to make wishes come true... which means that even if I am not consciously making wishes, I am doing so unconciously - which means I'd probably be better of making wishes instead of just letting the "power of suggestion" over rule my active powers.

Helen and I have had less time to spend together than I would have liked, but our conversations are as interesting as ever, we are unfortunetly both really busy people, in two different planes at the moment. However our connection is real and its really wonderful to make new friends-for-life.

Suzanne and I have had some really deep and meaningul conversations about our mutual dilemas, decisions and directions [the tripple D's]; and our friendship has returned to its previous closeness, which has been lovely.

Lotta has been having a tough time, and I've tried but not always succeeded in being there for her when I should have been. I was really proud of her when she jumped in the near-freezing crystal springs! And there is rumour she will try and do some sky diving!

Allan, our host who has been kind enough to let us stay in his home, has been an invaluable role model. He is such a beacon of peace, love and harmony. Self reliant, content, happy and a good father. Tcha man, rastafarai, I-and-I and the lion of Juda glow deep wit in I-and-I heart, seen.

Personally I've been dealing with my own growth and development, becoming strong in my actions; and clear in my intents. I've had many oppertunities lately to be a gaurdian angel for others, and I've stepped up to this role as well as I can. It's been very rewarding to help those who I can.

Meanwhile all of us are perplexed as to how we can still be stuck here in this one spot! Today we hope to buy a car, and then finally get out of this [beautiful-special] place and finally get on the road as we should!!!

Btw the full moon here is amazing.

Till next time, with kind,

Sebastian.